The Way I Feel.

I am a mirror with no reflection.
I am a razor without my blade.
I am an arrow with no direction.
I climb to fall, to begin again.

I’m sitting in the middle of unfurnished room.
I stare at the wall, feeling the voidable cracks.
I’m waiting for an angel to save me.
I have nothing to lose but time.

The clock will never stops, never waits.
I’m growing old, and it’s getting late.
I'm feeling older than a younger girl should.
Nothing lasts forever, I’m falling slowly.

For a moment I could feel the force.
Fainted to the point of tears.
I was holding on to make a point.
But, what’s the point?

The cold running past my window.
The journey's sour, the fire is out.
But the faces always stay the same.
So I face the fact that I’m just fine.

Looking at all the mess I've caused, keep me crying out.
I only wish things to go right.
But this is the start of what's already done.
It’s now became a fucking fire out of control.

I know I'm not supposed to let it bother me.
I shouldn’t let the storm suffocated me.
I know I can unscrew the stars and catch the moon.

I know I can do anything I want, anything my heart tells me to do.

There's no time for tears, because enough is never quite enough.
And when the day is long and hurricanes come to visit my door.
I will put my thoughts in a letter, send it to the wind.
I don't want to run, I'm moving forward, doing the best that I can.

I’m In Love With A Boy.

Warning:

This post contains unsuitable stuff that may leads to nausea and vomiting.

I’m in love with a boy.
But I shall unreveal my love.
He is just too good to be true.

I've been thinking of him a lot tonight.
He always on my mind.
All the time.

I keep seeing him everywhere.
He is haunting me.
Still I want him to stay.

I just can’t seem to close my eyes.
I wish I can just shake him out of my head.
Like a fucking Polaroid.

They tell me love is just a dream away.
Oh please sing me a gentle lullaby and let me sleep.
So I can dream of him, tonight.

Ahh!

Don’t blame me, I warned you already.

Good night people.

I’m trying my best to go to bed now.

So I can wake up and go to the class tomorrow morning.

And if I’m lucky enough, maybe I can dream of him too.

LOL.

I bet you guys already feel like vomiting right now.

Ok, let me just cut this crap.

Buh-bye!

Good Bye Skinny Jeans, Hello Maxi Dresses.

Maxi dresses are sooo gorgeous. Don't you just love the way the hemline gently sways around the legs? Me likey!

I always in love with maxi dresses, but I don’t have the courage to wear one. I was also having the same trouble before when I don’t have the guts to wear skinny jeans because I thought I will look ugly wearing it.

But it’s not true. The truth is, everyone can wear a maxi dresses. You just need to find the perfect one which suits your body shape and your height. Now since I bought mine, I’m totally addicted to it. I’m in love with it. It’s so comfortable!

Trust me, you should get yours too.

Pangkor! Pangkor! Pangkor!

Have you ever been to Pangkor Island? Is it beautiful? Is the water good?

I never went to Pangkor in my entire life, and I’m going there this Friday with my high school friends. I’m pretty excited about it. Since I never have a vocation for a very long time, I’m really looking forward for it.

Plus, I already bought a new dress to wear at the beach. It took me almost one hour and a half to find the perfect dress, and Asip was really pissed off waiting for me in front of Zara.

I can’t wait for Friday to come and knock on my window!